At first there were 5 and now there are 3 but really it feels like only me. When we were a 5 it was like nothing else mattered. Like we were the only ones on the planet and for us it was like that. But once we started to let other people in, things got bad. We lost a best friend the 5th to our 5. It was more than devastating. It started the never-ending pattern of betrayal, hurt, and loneliness. Technically were a 4 now but our forth is slipping. The grip we have on her hand is quickly becoming weaker and weaker. I love them all but now wen were together there isn't balance. This is a problem. When it's a one-on-one thing its so much better. But all together it doesn't work. It just doesn't. And it hurts so much to say it but it needs to be said. If we keep this up, soon i'll be a one.
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