Chaotic.

My mind has been racing. Anything said either affects me greatly or not at all. I just can't figure out what I'm supposed to do. I feel off-balanced and like I'm spinning on a merry-go-round, but it's not so merry and I'm not sitting on a pretty pony. I just want things to be simple again. Back to the days where I knew all the answers. I'm falling head first into a rut and nothing I'm doing seems to be lifting me up. And I know that if something were to fall next, it will be my heart.